Monday, December 4, 2006

An Open Mind


That's what I have today.
I think that getting the snow really helped.
I woke up this morning, bounded out of bed,
And ran the whole length of upstairs
(I know, that's not very much)
Yelling YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It made me really happy.
And after the stresses of last week, I really think I needed somewhere or something to be able to run to. Just being able to talk about stuff this weekend and everything really helped, and I think that this day just pushes it over the edge.
I took Jazz for a walk this morning and acted just like a little kid. I played in the snow with her and everything. And then all day at school I was happy. I didn't worry about Yearbook. I didn't even go to the yearbook room! I didn't worry about the fact that Libby still hasn't e-mailed me back about basketball this weekend to tell me that I can go to Reach, because I'm jeopardizing the ability to have 5 teams. I didn't worry about all the homework that I would have tonight and the fact that I didn't have any time to do it. AND I didn't worry about stupid stuff. Just let my mind be where it was, and that was that. And look what happened! Today, Ellen was going around to classes with Sam to get quotes and pics from grade tens so we can finish the page that I'm supposed to have done for yebo on wednesday. Choir got cancelled because it is still snowing, and also for that reason, we are not going to Yoga, which means I have time for homework. AND I get home and breathe a sigh of relief. FINALLY! (Some of you know what I am talking about.)



So now, I really don't think I have that much to worry about. I'm about to e-mail Libby again because I think that she might not have gotten my other one. And I'm not stressed anymore. I see what it did to me, and the next time, I'm going to try to have an open and optimistic mind and try to just let it go, because I see what it did for me this time. Maybe it will work, maybe not. We shall see. <3

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